hais... recently not feeling very good afterall...
there's too many things happening and i can't do anything to help those people who are in need...
i can't change the fact...
Can't change the fact that it happened.
the fact that i can't help them.
Friends, relatives. All sorts of problems.
I feel that i'm useless, really useless that i can't do anything.

These few days... Really unlike the previous few weeks.
After scanning through the messages in my inbox,
looking at the dates, i can see a great difference in the mood of me and my friends.
It's not about the friendship or relationship between me and my friends.
It is more than that.. More complicated.

The great thing is that tuitions are interesting. Especially shimin's and jessie's jokes.
and many other people too!
Phews*
So happy that they are there for me.
Even if i'm there for the special someone-S,
it's like it makes no difference. Can't convince...

Just realised that i can make myself happy easily.
Even a flag can make me happy.
and really grateful that the flag is there.
The quiet atmosphere,,,the complicated world...
If only i could tear apart the negative thoughts away.
It's really so tough going through the 'downs'..
Can't help it with the fact that there are ups and downs in this world..
If only the downs can be cancelled away... like that>> DOWNS

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Am i emo-ing?!?!?!?!